i have written this new journal like 2 or 3 times and something always happens that keeps it from getting posted!! >:C i figure that since im sick today nothing will ''happen'' to keep me from finnishing. i have been wanting to post a new journal since september... im sorry i left such a grim and angsty journal for so long... ):

anyways guys how have you been?? (:
me? i have been doing better... im pretty much settled in here already... it already feels normal and my old house and my old life seem like the old shell of something that is not part of me anymore but was definately there and gave me the shape i have right now...i want to paint cicadas...
pretty much everything is cool here... i miss the beach and the peace but i get all the socialness and events! (went to a couple of concerts already : D )so yeah i like it here... sweet water fish will never become seafish.. its not natural... maybe its because they shouldnt have to... who knows?
as i said everything is cool except for school... i could say that school is solitary form of mind sapping, soul consuming, madness inducing form of stressfull academic 5-day torture.... but its not ALWAYS like that... im still trying to make good friends but god knows i have trust issues and i am as weird as a comet... also im a lazy b**ch on everything school related

adaptability people: the hability to make the best and adapt to any circumstance, the key of evolution and survival. assuming that adversity is either non-existen or simply just a concealed opportunity... what is yout opinion? do you believe in it? are you adaptable?

NOW for something informative! for the few kind souls who are following ''abaddon meets mark'' im sorry for the delay D: i promise i havent given up on it yet! im just polishing some uuhhh... details because a certain person on it was acting up difficult... i promise as soon as i get that down i will continue!!
there is so much stuff i am ''doing'' its hard to organize myself O:

i was tagged by and someone else :V
(1). Publica estas normas/show this rules
(2). Cada persona tageada debe colocar 10 cosas acerca de ellos mismos en su Journal./each
tagged person must write down 10 things about themselves in their journal
(3). Al final tienes que elegir 8 personas para tagear y publicar sus iconos./at the end
you must pick 8 person to tagg and show their icons
(4). Ir a la página y enviar un mensaje avisando a quienes tageaste./go to their page
and let them know they have been tagged
(5). NO tagear de vuelta./no tagging back

1-i dont look it but im actually a very sensitive person and i am easily moved to tears...of course that i would never let you know that ;D
2-i have a thing for melancholic sounding songs...
3-more than once i have wondered if i have a personality disorder...
4-i am slightly allergic to cats
5-if im not feeling good i never tell anybody unless i feel like im going to die any instant
6-i was once hit on by a lesbian because i wore too much rainbow colored things... i still feel bad for the confusion
7-my biggest fear is to die without acomoplishing my goals
8-i am obscenely ecologic...
9-if i were to choose between dying or loosing my hands i wouldnt know what to do
10-although i have a hideous singing voice sometimes i think about learning to sing opera...

hadnt done one of this for a while :V
i think thats it guys i know that as soon as i hit the -submit- button i will remember all the other things i wanted to talk about heheh...

clubsss